Despite my optimistic post yesterday, things seemed to have taken a turn for the worst as today I woke up with all my PMS symptoms. Most notably the bad nausea (i get nausceous a couple of days before my period) and back pain and some minor cramping. No bleeding yet but it seems faily inevitable. I don't know if the bleeding will hold off until Thursday or not since I am on progesterone.
I am devastated. And I know so many people go through a negative treatment cycle and I know we were only ever given a 30% chance of success, but somehow it still comes as a horrible shock and pain. I think I'd thought I'd find out Thursday so i didn't expect to get my period or any symptoms before so it's just not something I prepared myself for.
Of course, part of me thinks it's not over til it's over but with so many PMS symptoms springing up on the day I should start my period, it's pretty hard to keep hoping now. I'm so sad.
daftar harga iphone 5s terbaru
8 years ago
I don't want to blow smoke, but all of these symptoms could mean something other than PMS... Hang in there!!! It's definitely not over yet!!!
ReplyDeleteI do hope that you get a positive test on Thurs despite feeling your usual PMS symptoms. The 2ww often permeates mixed emotions and sometimes your thoughts can feel as though you're on a teeter-totter. I agree with Alex that it's not over yet. There's nothing wrong with hope, but for me I never shut off the very real possibility that the outcome might turn out to be something that I didn't want. Whenever, I get closer to the end result, I somehow try to prepare myself for the outcome that is unwanted. If that is the case, it will feel awful initially, but you will pick yourself back up and carry on and try again.
ReplyDeleteI really do hope that everything works out for you this cycle. I have heard many claims from women who say their PMS symptoms are exactly like pregnancy symptoms even thogh they feel like their period was imminent. I will be anxiously waiting. Crossing my fingers for you!