No Job for DH

We officially found out today that Al did not get the job which has been devastating. I don't really have the energy to hash out why it's so disappointing but it felt like the 'perfect' job and it's gone now, after us hoping for it and thinking it would happen for 2 weeks. I'm sure you can pick up on the parallel that our life seems to be a lot of waiting and getting disappointed these days. I am just so sad- I'm not sure how much more disappointment I can take.